wanna know something??...

i dont smile coz i dont know how
i am not happy coz nothing make me happy
i feel uneasy coz i feel something not right
im tired coz im not active anymore
i feel pain in the chest coz something heavy lie on top of it
im in no mood coz i dont feel like it
i have no appetite coz i dont have money to eat =P..
i have no friend coz im not good at making friend
i cannot score coz im not doing well in classes
i have nothing coz im no one
i hate my self coz im not good enough

i have u but i let u go
i miss u but i dont want u to know
i still love u but i know its no use
i miss u everyday but i cannot tell u
i cannot move on coz too many memory of u living in my heart n mind

I want u to tell me that u dont love me anymore and u have a new boyfriend that could take care of u better than i do..plzzz im begging u..i cant stand living in sorrow n i know its all becoz i never appreciate u